I feel most alive when learning something interesting, making a discovery, or feeling a connection.
This can be a conversation, a project, a book, etc. It is the engagement with life at a level that is deeper than the rapid pace of society. It occurs in moments, and never lasts - it is a driver for a future with the time freedom to explore.
It is important to know what is purposeful to you.
This knowledge becomes the guide for decision making. Purpose steers your ship in directions you may not otherwise sail. It offers creative output instead of closed loop consumption.
If you are searching for your purpose, start with reflecting on the bright moments.
What times did you feel the most present? After what experiences were you thinking the most positively? Identifying these will set you on the path to finding your purpose.
Try new things that align with your reflection.
If you wrote out your reflection, writing may be something to explore. If a moment was teaching another something you learned, find a way to do it again. Reflect on these experiences - how close to that original feeling did you get?
Some activities you expect will align with your purpose may disappoint. That is a sign to move into a different direction - follow it. Don't let ideas of the self hold back your growth.
If you keep searching, you'll find it.