Recording Of Mega Stack that this article is in response too. I would HIGHLY advise you listen to this before you read the article... " Tired of Being Tired - Fuck The Inconsistent You " - June 23rd, 2021
Wow, O Wow!!!
So as I am sitting here re-committing to my channel, I began going through some of the journal entries I was making, and boy o boy, I came across one just now that literally gave me the chills
It was one I made on June 23rd of last year using an app called The Stack, where the app asks you questions for you to answer about the way you are feeling and it reveals to you a story in the form of you having a direct conversation with your higher self. That app is one of the closest and most easy ways i have found to be able to channel messages directly from my opposite, immaterial self.
And this one was pretty revealing and pretty deep about the state of mind i was in back then…
It goes over, how i was deeply unhappy with my level of output at the time, in regards to the re-creation of my business, about how I wasn’t doing what i needed to do to get that done and overall the feelings of disappointment speaks to me through throughout the writing.
It’s crazy because i remember vividly that time period.
It was LITERALLY exactly one month before i decided to close down my company (which happened July 23)…
It’s crazy how that whole thing happened because if I did not close down my company, I would HAVE NEVER had the mental capacity and/or energy to turn the business around as i have over the past 5-6 months.
I write specifically about how unhappy I was at the fact that I didnt have things in place.
Here are the specific things I stated i was mad about which ultimately were the (things I didnt at that point accomplish), and I will follow it up by showing how many of them I have been able to accomplish
Here is a snapshot of that specific part of the writing
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The fact that NuWorld Energy is not up and running
We ARE now up and running, and we are actually sprinting... This is just to show the official corporate formation but we are already taking on clients.. Click here
NuWorld Energy's website is not done
Our website IS NOW done. See it here. https://nuworld.energy/
The apparel is not ordered
The apparel HAS been ordered... See it here. Polo Shirts - Button Ups - Hats
The business plan is not finalized
The business plan HAS been finalized. See it here - NuWorld Energy Business Plan
Here is the One Pager as promised in the last video
Systems and processes are not organized
Our systems and processed are SO GOD DAMN organized, that a 5 year old can navigate our business filing management software. Click here to see how organized we actually are
My apartment is unorganized.
I don't have a photo to show this, but i ended up meeting an amazing girl who entered my life and started helping me organize the homefront tremendously. My apartment is nice and organized now. Woman's touch
And so is my business.
See the link above under "systems and processes are not organized
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So there it goes to show. What you write down, you speak into existence.
This is another showing of how everything I wrote down in the past as things I am unhappy about was able to be remedied over the coming months unbeknownst to me. The Universe took these statements as things that I wanted, and it created it.
So you see, you don't even have to write "These Are My Goals" specifically... You can just write things you are unhappy with and the universe will take that as a statement of things that you want. And it will deliver
I did not realize over the next 8 months that i would go through a process that would set all the right situations up in my life to allow for me to have the mental space to get this done. Including losing everything. Because quite frankly, losing everything has re-lit the fire under my ass like it hasn't been lit in a long time. I think i was a bit too comfortable with the life i had built and i needed to be knocked back down a to the bottom to regain the deep rooted desire to get back to the top.
An old friend of mine once told me.
"Rasean, the reason that you are uncomfortable is because you have reached your ceiling in the game that you were in. He said that within the segment of small business, I had reached a level 10 on a scale from 1 - 10.
And that the reason I was so restless and comfortable is because I was at the top of the food chain.
He told me that if I really wanted to grow again that I had to enter a new paradigm, and a new school of players that have accomplished reaching level 10 and surpassing it and are now at the 11 - 20 scale.
So in order to get from $5,000,000 to $50,000,000 you have to go through levels 11 - 20.
It's like graduating from elementary school and being advanced to middle school. Its the same concept... You can't go into middle school with the same attitude mentality that you had an elementary school. You will get eaten up.
So he told me that I had to be a beginner again and I had to be the lowest man on the totem pole so that I could climb my way up from 11 all the way up to 20.
He stated that being 11 means being number one again. And it was going to be uncomfortable. But unless I entered this new school, I would always feel the way that I was.
Because I had outgrown my old school. It's like a fifth grader who keeps getting left back over and over and over. Eventually he needs to buckle down get his shit together get the fuck out of elementary school".
So yeah that's what he told me
And yea, the universe conspired to arrange the necessary events within my life to see to it that I was able to get what I wanted. At that time I wanted all the things that I stated above. And today I have them.
I'm very lucky and blessed that I wrote this Mega Stack and that I'm reflecting on it now, 8-9 months later. Because it goes to show again,
You become what you think about.
And you are what you say.
This is and always has been...
But I would advise that you guys take a look and listen to this video because it is really deep and it is me bashing myself for about eight minutes. You can use this to see that it's not always all positivity. Sometimes you need to whip your ass so you can get up lick your wounds and get stronger