I started 2020 engaged to a person I truly believed I would spend the rest of my life with. I had big plans for 2020. I was planning on ending a long distance relationship by moving back to Lima, getting married, settling down and starting my family. I was 28 at the time, and had visioned my whole life, all planned out.

The universe had different plans for me, and for us all.

I found two pieces I wrote in March 2020. I was in a tough moment of unexpected change, and I was hurting - engagement broken off, and the world closed down.

Yet, today my heart smiled when I looked back on these pieces. Despite the pain I know I was feeling, and the crazy unknown of what we all lived through, my words reflect gratitude, hope and love.

London, 26th March 2020 - "I’ve never seen my street so empty. It’s a surreal feeling, and a little bit scary.

Tonight, we were all encouraged to show our appreciation (from our homes) to those who don’t have the option to stay at home during this time. To the healthcare workers, those stacking shelves, the police force, transport workers... thank you. ❤️ I have so many moments during the day where I’ve caught myself thinking, “is this really happening?” the answer is always “yes” and it’s usually followed by a feeling that resembles something like this 🤯... Thank you also to all my friends who have checked in with me everyday, I’m so grateful. Even apart, I feel we’re more united than ever. Remember, now more than ever, to tell your people that you love them.

Os quiero mucho"

London, 28th March 2020 - "So much has changed since I took this picture in New York one year ago (to the day). So much more than I could have ever imagined or guessed while I captured this moment

The world is hurting now. We are all living something unknown. The streets are empty, even in the city that never sleeps 💔
Stay home, but stay connected, we need each other

Keep dreaming and keep smiling, we will be okay ❤️"

Through the toughest moments for me personally, and for society, I am so proud of my past me.

She faced her pain head on and choose gratitude and love above anything else. She took the first step on a wild journey of self growth and embraced the change she faced.

I am truly proud of the person I see staring back at me in the mirror. I hope I never lose the ability to see the good and choose love, even on the tough days.

Looking back allows me to appreciate how much I have grown and reminds me of my strength.